Thursday, March 15, 2007

My head is a box filled with nothing...that's the way I like it

It's true. My head is a box filled with nothing. I really hate school because it's taking me forever to graduate. Today, I skipped school to finish my Yoga final. I'm serious. I have a yoga final. It was the best final I've ever taken. I'm going to basically do nothingfor the rest of the day. Well...I probably have to work on my newspaper, The K. It's so fucking frustrating because everybody who's working on my section hasn't turned anything in yet. What the fuck?! I hate this because I need all the time I can get, which isn't much.

Today is S's birthday. She's 18! And she has ten days to do something new. She picked laser tag. I have to think of my something new. What the hell am I suppose to do? Seriously, what am I suppose to do.

I'm so sick of school and the people. Even my friends are getting dull. I mean SS is getting so annoying. Can she shut up for one minute and stop acting like a five year old? I appreciate her youth immaturity, but it's really getting to me. I never see A and I hate the fact that she hasn't turned in her articles. JT, Fish, AL, and BO are okay. They're not annoying me, but sometimes they can be such prudes. I've toned my swearing around them. Not on purpose, but I've toned it down a lot to fit in. N is so annoying right now. She laughs really loud and she's really needy. She doesn't think so, but she is. Really needy. I told her once that she was acting like a needy girlfriend. She didn't get it. She's like "But I'm not your girlfriend." It was a fucking metaphor. I think I need to take a break from her. These days I feel like I'm in a cage. Like a tiger in cage. Not good.

Roar!

M

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